Emotions Overwhelming

I dont name names now, but I wish you can just read this and I can say that im sincerly sorry for my actions. Im trying to cath up to my responsibilities i'm really trying po.. Where do I have to start, what are the things I have to do? I know that my weakness is that I need a lot of guidance. I can't blame you on what you think about me and my erratic life. As for being tardy, what sense of urgency can I have when I dont have the means to move on and out of things? Now im nagged by doubts. I sincerely feel for the first time in my life that I am not fit for what I want to be.

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Behind all the smiles is suffering and despair