Friday, July 3, 2009

Book

What is insecurity but a mere weakness of will and ruthlessness. Life is always an open book, Its just that there's no cover and pages to torn off

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Emotions Overwhelming

I dont name names now, but I wish you can just read this and I can say that im sincerly sorry for my actions. Im trying to cath up to my responsibilities i'm really trying po.. Where do I have to start, what are the things I have to do? I know that my weakness is that I need a lot of guidance. I can't blame you on what you think about me and my erratic life. As for being tardy, what sense of urgency can I have when I dont have the means to move on and out of things? Now im nagged by doubts. I sincerely feel for the first time in my life that I am not fit for what I want to be.

o t y m y l i m a f


Behind all the smiles is suffering and despair

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Time Travel!

What The FFFFFFFF!! Things that I can get done in 2 hours take 2 days!! All because I cant make myself focus on what REALLLLLLYY matters. Well We'll live, then die anyway. Honestly, NOTHING REALLY MATTERS

Life may take a while. Death will come shortly

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Lessons Learned (BIGGEST LETTERS ON)

I absolutely hate screwing up. The lessons you get from others hurt the most and are the ones you will always remember in your life.... It felt like I failed my family, but I know I did my best to make it work. Its quite my fault that "I THINK" I wasnt prepared (sorry for that). I hope im able not just to explain my actions, but learn on how to remove the problems I have


Learning through action, and leadership by example, a painful and difficult path, but ultimately most beneficial to your well being.

Monday, June 29, 2009

The Next Scene

I'm only monitoring whats gonna happen in the present... So far nothin unusuall happened.. But I will definitely look forward on my future,, hope everything will be just fine..


Stuck in the Scene on my Own Movie Film...

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Ex-Rated!

28-10=18 and thats my present!!




In The Mystery

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Gimmick?

whats my gimmick? wala akong gimik!! All I want is a Cheese Cake, Coke, Stick of Cigar and Listen to music in short ''CHILL". Thats all

Nobody is Perfect!

DE NOT ENTER MY REALM!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Lost of the Greatest Music ICON

M.J was 11 when he 1st enter the professional music scene and was the yougest member of Jackson 5 and then began a solo career at 1971 while he is still member of the group. He made Huge Albums that taken the world by storm. Now Michael Jackson, reffered to as 'The King of Pop' passed away at the age of 50 caused by Cardiac Arrest..

The KING OF POP now Resting in Peace. Musicians and music plays key rolls in the story of are our lives... Michael was Huge,,.. And there is a song out there in everyones heart that he put there HEAL THE WORLD. A big blow to the music community and the world. Iconic in a word.


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Cold

Lamig ngayon.. And its not complete, maybe its much better if I have someone to hug. meron kase bagyo ngayon. If I really felt this bad I'd do something irrational.
My doubts are all over my head, what will happen if I screw up again?? I'll definitely talk to my friends and ask for a little help. At least im trying to be more human to them LOL kase they always say to me that I'm a ROBO no feelings AT ALL.


To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us Human

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Officemates

Cheezy line


(short story)
This girl always make BESO to all of her officemates before she leaves the office,.,. Then this guy (also her officemate) wondering why she's not making beso to him instead ginugulo ang hair nya. So the guy asked her 'Bakit di ka nag bebeso sakin? tapos ginugulo mo lagi buhok ko?' the girl replied 'thats the way I make lambing dont worry bukas beso na'.. So the next day its uwian time Beso moments again when the girl is about to make beso to this guy biglang ginulo ng guy ang hair nya, so nag tanong ang girl 'putsa bakit mo ginulo hair ko?' the guy replied ' are you the only one allowed to make lambing?'....

Cheezy!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Desperadow (slang purpose)

This friend of mine told me that im acting really desperate... Ok not a bad comment though... Im not in te mood right now.




Bang bang bang.....

Monday, June 22, 2009

Feeling Uncomfortable

As I woke up im not feelin well parang napaka Bad Mood and parang napaka Pikunin ko today kahit friends ko napansin so I told them to just Ignore me so it wont cost any trouble... Sorry guys na parang praning ako today,,, its just that im not feelin well talga.. It makes me revolt inside that I didnt even think that I should've just divert my attention to anything that makes me happy..

Bad mood na bad day pa..




Live and let live.....

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Father's Day/Mom's Birthday

Double Celebration for today not just regular Fathers Day but Its exactly my Mom's Birthday kaya eto kakadating lang. We all went out and eat to this Cantonese Resto which I really dont like the cuisines at NAKAKAPRANING ang Menu di ko hilig hahaha but its ok as long as Kumakain lahat. Thanks Lord for giving another year to my Mom and hope na marami ka pang Ibigay wish her good health and more MONEY to come!! hahaha!!,,,... And also to my Dad thank you Lord same lang wish him good health and more fathers day to come..

Nga pala nag pa vaccine ang mom and dad ko for flu and next week kami namang magkakapatid



Life is beautiful why waste it? Spend time with your family its not too late to show how much you care for them..

Happy Fathers Day to all TATAY..


Happy Fathers Day to our Mighty Creator God

And Happy Birthday to my Mom love both of you

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Cutest Nephew's

Geri and Dani

Girls or Boys?

Answer : Girls

They are both here with me right now playing Dora The Explorer hahaha pati ako nakiki agaw sa nilalaro nila...

Anyways i'm waiting for my mom to finish her Bulalo kase its already 1:30pm na and im fckin starving bakit ba kase sobrang tagal magluto ng BULALO? Dahil mahirap palambutin ang buto sabi ng lola ko! (diba dapat LAMAN=Meat)


Ang buhay minsan masaya minsan malungkot pero ang pinaka mahirap ay yung maging masaya ka sa gitna ng kalungkutan kahit alam mo sa sarili mo hindi mo maintindihan

Friday, June 19, 2009

Sun Cloud

Why clouds hiding the sun? Is it about to rain? hmmm?

if theres no cloud theres no cover..

kung walang laman laging buto..


kung walang buto walang kakapitan ang laman


Siguro sa mga oras na to you already know na ang Buhay ay weder weder lang...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

My Friends miss me

ming, cla, apol, jam, rye, loyd, nica


Were all here!! and mag iinuman kami nyahahahaha

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

The Wedding Day

Im preparing for my friends wedding hehehe napaka overwhelming experience yung makita mo yung friend mo ikakasal na hahahaha.. Thank you po dahil pinili nyo ko to be part of the celebration NO WORRIES NA ILL BE THERE!!!!!!


Congratulations Yra ang Bry Im so happy for you guys king ina ano plano nyo pa level na ba? hahahaha.. Anyways pupunta ako mamaya sa kainan at inuman so kita kits?? CONGRATS ULIT sa inyo nyahahahaha HONEYMOON NA!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Sleepless ROHAN!!

Im controling my whole party during night time so when a serious problem comes up.. damn I cant deal with it anymore EH TANG INA!!! 7 characters ginagamit ko hindi ka kaya ma praning? pero pinag tsatsagaan ko para lang maging maayos... I never intend to be the number 1 but id rather see myself being at the last. Learning my stratigic moves makes me feel better somehow. I know im not yet capable of taking things the way I wanted it to be, thats what I told myself.



Believe in yourself










Sunday, June 14, 2009

Low Life!!

Im currently playing rohan online when this asshole Amanonma A.K.A Meloy "the pilot" was being aggressive AGAIN!!.. geez he's about at the 90's and my party were composed of 70's... WHATS THE REASON? Its was like 30 times na nakiusap ako na stop pk'ing us coz we dont stand a chance to win against him pero this kid was really havin fun killing us. Someone told me that meloy was only 15, pero kaylangan ba pag 15 hindi dapat patulan dahil bata pa?? Damn!!! Im spending a lot of money to this game every month! king ina tapos sasabihin pa wag seryosohin dahil laro lang?? BULLSHIT!!! Lahat gumagastos kaya lahat ng nag lalaro seryoso once na gumastos!




Go to School Read books and Learn

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Yra and Bry's Wedding!!

The wedding is getting near!.. I'm so happy for both of you Yra and Bry.. Napaka simple lang nating mga tao and Online Player diba? But Because of Online Game eto tayo nagka sama sama real friends... Lahat ng nagagawa ng bawat isa naappriciate ng lahat.. Im so glad that I met these fabulous people. Well for Yra and Bry Best Wishes and GOOD LUCK to your future!!! Bibi ninong ako sa binyag ha hahahahaha!




missin you I really dont Understand why.... I Shouldnt be like this its wrong...

marami akong nakilala pero ikaw ang gusto ko kasama..


Kowt: Understand what you cant understand.. By this you can learn how to see others in a different way

Thursday, June 11, 2009

My PHONE!!!

WTF yung phone ko nag Multiply!!!!! tang ina!!!!! hahahahahaha pag inaabot ka nga naman ng kamalasan... Well I guess I deserve this punishment for not taking good care of my phone....










Quote: I still love you But i'd rather see you happy with him than to suffer with me...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Sorry I cant be there...

Its Lyanne's Birthday Celebration today... hayzz Ming sorry I cant be there I'll try na makabawi sa Saturday OK? lavyah ming and miss you guys SHOT NA!!




You guys really are a good friend thanks

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

"SANA"

.. Sana ganito nalang...,, Sana kami magkasama,,, Sana ako yung iniisip nya,,, Sana bumalik sya,,, at sana napapasaya ko sya,,, Sana mahal nya pa rin ako....


pero may ***** na ano pa gagawin mo? edi tangapin at maging masaya hehehe

sana ako nalang si ***** lahat sana ng meron sya meron ako at sana pag pinagbigyan ako maging ako nalang

keso

kakayanin ko para sayo ^^ basta makita lang kitang naka ngiti

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Risk Taker..

eto na siguro official roconciliation!!!... Subconscious: Gawin mo nalang erk... wala namang nasasagasaan I try mo kesa nag mumukmok ka jan and pinapahirapan sarili mo dahil lang hindi mo talga sya kaya kalimutan...

Kahit masakit titiisin ko... Sana ako yung nag dodoorbell na pag sira babatuhin ko yung bintana... tapos makikita ko sya ang mag bubukas sakin and sasalubungin ako ng ngiti.. Sana sakin nya gusto mag spend ng time...



Fragile...


Maging mabait na ang tarantado wag lang maging tarantado ang mabait
kowt

Friday, June 5, 2009

Mings daughters B-day PLAN!!!

Somethings gonna happen na hindi ko alam!!!! hmmm ano kaya yun? Tang ina sana maganda!!! ahahaha




Your my everything but you cant be my thing

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Alternative Action!!!

---------- basahin na parang isang anime na ACTION -----------!!!!

Kaylangan ko gumawa ng paraan, para makalimutan ko ang mga bagay na to!!! Hindi ako papayag ng ganito!!!! Humanda kayo magugulat nalang kayo sa gagawin ko!!!!!! ERKSSSSSSSS SLASH!!! WAAAYAAA!!!




be happy and get better than to be better and look happy, you cant hide from your loneliness so grab a hand and try face your weakness you have friends! observe and learn but never learn to observe

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Old Gift Sparks..

Im know im not PERFECT, but im so close... And it SCARES me...
Goin to be happy or be sad when I saw them together.. But im happy na rin ng makita na masaya sya...


Im such a loser... Good Game Loser!!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I'll Try my best

sana isang swerte nalang akong tao...

sana akong maging ama ng magiging apo nila





Dont give up erk

Monday, June 1, 2009

PvP?

Today I will spend my whole fuckin day to ROHAN Online PvP LANG!!!!!!!! Just to Forget what im thinkin for the whole week dammit!!


Though the path seems hard and the enemy is much tougher than I thought, I shall Continue what I began for the story never ends.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Lookin for What?

I need someone, I need Happiness, I need Love, I need.....(tang ina ano to???) I can't control my real feelings for this someone



Needs are not the answer, Understand to see the future

Final Fantasy Girls vs Hot and Sexy DoA Chick on Dead Fantasy Act I

Dead Fantasy Act II

Who will WIN the Battle?